I was having one of those days yesterday, you know the ones... what if every decision I've made since [insert xyz time frame here, but in my case it was leaving California in 2002] was the wrong one? I'm over it now. It's amazing what sunshine and cool but gorgeous weather will do for a person. I also have to keep telling myself that had I not left CA I wouldn't be embarking on a whole new career change. I would just keep working in HR and letting this new potential career die altogether. I wouldn't hate my job so much that it has convinced me to not do it anymore. I know that seems drastic - just because I hate my current job doesn't mean I have to give up the whole career - but I think the job just forced into focus what I couldn't or didn't see. I don't like where HR is going. It is becoming more and more about the bottom line than about the people I serve. I'm sure it is necessary but I don't want to be part of it.
I'm going hiking today. I'm very excited about that. I think that since I've been going to school, I've not been on a Sunday adventure in a long time. Although this is a Saturday Adventure. They are having a hike to see the blue bonnets at the Fort Worth Nature Center where I typically go hiking. I should probably pull my water pack out of storage.