Saturday, June 25, 2011
Make it work
I interviewed for yet another job on Thursday. I don't have a good feeling from the manager that I'm going to get offered it. Just a feeling. So I'm going to stop looking for awhile. If you count from when I was in Seattle I've been job hunting for over 2 years now. Admittedly there've been a few breaks in time then, but I've been applying and interviewing for a long time. I'm just sick of it. I'm sick of the searching and the process. I'm sick of lying to take off time to interview. Now I just need to figure out how to tolerate my current situation. The tension lately is palpable. Boss was doing better and less of a bitch for a little while, but is back to full bore bitch. It is exhausting. I am documenting everything though. Anytime she is, what I consider, out of line I write it down. Maybe that'll help us in the future. I don't even know. The other thing that scares me is the thought of getting this library degree and then never being able to use it since the salary will be so much lower than I currently earn.