Angry

I grew up in an angry household. My mother, a total loon, spent quite a bit of time angry, over something, over nothing it didn't matter. In fact part of our meltdown at Christmas was her irrational anger. Hence, I am rarely angry. I avoid it like the plague (I'm well aware of how unhealthy that is). I am angry right now and I hate it. I will stop being angry soon (I hope). But right now my whole person is tense and damn I hate it.