Missing

I was reading some past posts today and got a bit sad. I miss some of the people who have wandered out of my life in the last couple of years. I guess, in actuality, I miss who they were, not who they became. And now it is as though too much time has passed and things would never be the same. Not that I even have the option to be friends with at least one of them again. Maybe I'm just lonely here in the big city... Blah blah blah I'm tired of my own self-pitying rant already. Is there such a thing as post-menstrual syndrome? I'm going to bed in my comfy new sheets and leaving this day behind me.