It WILL be a better year. You just had a little bit of a rough start. I know for a fact that it will get better (and I am not even psychic). I know it because I have been there quite a few times myself. It hurts a lot right now, but not for long. Hell, by the end of this month you will be wondering why you ever shed a tear for him. You might still think you miss him, but really you will just be missing the idea that it might have worked with him. He just wasn't the right one, or even a good one apparently. We'll find one for you.

P.S. I will likely be off juice fast by the time I come out for your bday.