Damn... I am not stupid, but how could I've been so wrong? He decided a couple of weeks ago that we weren't heading down the marriage path. That would be right around the time of our last date. The date I thought he was finally going to kiss me on. How the fuck did I get so retarded? Of course I can't stop reading this email and torturing myself with it. I know this thread will get old for y'all but get over it.